shitknickers: (to its reward down in hell.)
Jake english ([personal profile] shitknickers) wrote in [community profile] burning_smile2013-03-26 04:28 am
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Or, more to the point, a post for sad threads because I have so horribly many of them.
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shitknickers: (but just because it burns)

[personal profile] shitknickers 2013-03-27 06:27 am (UTC)(link)
What have I done right since this all started? What haven't I screwed up somehow? [His voice has gotten weak, and he's just sort of listing forward into Dirk's arms. He's such a coward, he's so scared of losing them.]
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shitknickers: (marked "live animals inside")

[personal profile] shitknickers 2013-03-27 06:40 am (UTC)(link)
Almost exclusively because your glasses bullied me into it...! Which was a shitty joke, by the way.
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[personal profile] shitknickers 2013-03-27 07:01 am (UTC)(link)
...You must have had a plan B.
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shitknickers: (and the fights and the lies)

[personal profile] shitknickers 2013-03-27 07:06 am (UTC)(link)
[He looks incredulous.] Why would you put that much faith in me??
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[personal profile] shitknickers 2013-03-27 07:13 am (UTC)(link)
[He just. Looks so sad and lost and confused and how does he even, he can't deal with this. He huffs a sort of disgruntled sound and covers his face with his hands again.] God...
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[personal profile] shitknickers 2013-03-27 07:19 am (UTC)(link)
[He shakes his head.] You're always looking out for me.
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shitknickers: (i got a cracked engine block)

[personal profile] shitknickers 2013-03-27 07:31 am (UTC)(link)
Because I can't take care of myself, I suppose. [He's... quiet. And sort of despondent.]
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shitknickers: (as you tap on your jar.)

[personal profile] shitknickers 2013-03-27 07:47 am (UTC)(link)
In my most wishful of moments. [He's falling asleep, worn out from his fit.]
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shitknickers: (with the needle that sings in your heart)

[personal profile] shitknickers 2013-03-27 06:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[He hummed, softly, curling his fingers around the fabric of Dirk's shirt and idly pawing at him with his thumb.] Sometimes I wonder.
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shitknickers: (everything that you could keep inside)

[personal profile] shitknickers 2013-03-27 06:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Hmmm. [It's a pleased sound, quiet, and he shifts a little.] I think I'm falling asleep on you, chap.
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shitknickers: (the world that you need)

[personal profile] shitknickers 2013-03-27 06:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[He considers this for a while, then finally nods.]
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shitknickers: (you'll rise up free and easy)

[personal profile] shitknickers 2013-03-27 07:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[Once they're up, he looks up at Dirk and smiles, himself, standing on his toes to put their lips together.] ...thank you.
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[personal profile] shitknickers 2013-03-28 05:10 am (UTC)(link)
[Wow he's tired. He was sleeping and then he cried his face off for like fifteen minutes. So much tired. How does he even deal.]

[He leans into Dirk's embrace and slips his arm around the blonde's waist as he shuffles.]
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[personal profile] shitknickers 2013-03-28 05:40 am (UTC)(link)
[Jake blinks up at him.]

...Ah, do you want mine?
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[personal profile] shitknickers 2013-03-28 05:47 am (UTC)(link)
[Jake pretty much immediately goes in for cuddles.]
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[personal profile] shitknickers 2013-03-28 05:58 am (UTC)(link)
[Flop. He chuckles softly and burrows partway under Dirk, leeching warmth.]
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shitknickers: (i got sugar in the fuel lines)

[personal profile] shitknickers 2013-03-28 06:31 am (UTC)(link)
[He squirms, ticklish, and tries to burrow further under him.]
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