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burning_smile2013-01-22 09:52 pm
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This is a generic Jakepost to reply to. Because the meme post was all Jake and has some inconceivable amount of comments now so it doesn't like to load. Have at, my lovelies.
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Jake stared dutifully at the floor.
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Funnily enough most of his episodes had been due to the very problem at hand, here and now, so when Dirk pulled him forward Jake would have expected himself to dissolve like a bath salt that didn't smell or look as pretty. But he didn't. He just sort of felt himself shut off, and he closed his eyes and leaned against Dirk, not quite finding the will to bring his arms around the other.
"I should have told you."
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"But I'm--" he drew his shoulders up and tried not to feel nauseous at the words coming out of his mouth. "Dirk I'm a girl." No, he wasn't. No he wasn't! He could be whatever he wanted to be, whatever felt right. He wasn't a girl, he was a boy, he was just wrong, that's all, Dirk, you have to believe him.
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"Gram used to say the same thing, that I could be whatever I wanted to be," he said, torn between curling into Dirk's chest despite being taller and pulling away to curl up on his own. He didn't know how to handle being held when he was upset, it had been so long. "I'm sorry, though."
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"I guess I sorta am," he offered.
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"I dunno, I didn't really plan past here."
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"You stinking nincompoop, why do you insist on being the sweetest thing whilst simultaneously the most arseholian gentleman I've ever had the full and complete pleasure of being friends with."
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