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This is a generic Jakepost to reply to. Because the meme post was all Jake and has some inconceivable amount of comments now so it doesn't like to load. Have at, my lovelies.

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Jake wasn't expecting the flutter in his stomach or the flare of heat to his cheeks when Dirk's lips connected with his. They'd kissed so many times before that he hadn't figure he'd even really notice-- it was just a kiss. But in that moment, it was so, so much more, and he couldn't bring himself to care when he brought his hands to either side of Dirk's face, framing his jaw just below his ears and pressed into the kiss with a raw sort of desperation that was so very him, and yet so very not.

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And just as soon as he'd thrown himself into it, Jake was pulling back with a startled gasp, turning his head to look away. His face burned scarlet behind his glasses, and his heartbeat hammered painfully in his throat.

"I shouldn't have done that," he said quietly.

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He really hated how much he wanted Dirk right then. To hold him, to kiss him, to chew on his lower lip just barely until he got frustrated and made him kiss him properly. It wasn't fair of him to want it now, when he'd ignored Dirk probably wanting the very same thing all those times he ignored him. He closed his eyes and let his face draw up in pained frustration, forehead pressed back against Dirk's gently.

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He opened his eyes a little and frowned, his face still drawn up funny, but once he pecked his lips forward against Dirk's again once he was done for. Once became twice, became three times and four, and within seconds he had one hand splayed between Dirk's shoulder blades and the other in his hair, pressing into him with his lips and kissing him silly.

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He was shaking, and his breath was shaking, too, but he just couldn't stop. He made a sound at Dirk's nibbling, quiet and somewhat reserved but wanton all the same, and he pulled back again, red-faced and frightened.

"Dirk," he said quietly. He didn't continue the thought.

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His breath coming in short gasps, Jake nodded wordlessly, but darted forward for another brief kiss, then again for one that lingered. This was not stopping.

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His heart was seriously threatening to explode in his throat. Why couldn't they have made the realization that they were completely in love before Jake's cowardly ignorance had screwed them over? Before Dirk had decided he'd had enough? He whined, softly, pulled away from the kissing to just hide his face in Dirk's neck.

"No, no no no we can't do this."

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In one of the only instances that Jake found he wanted to cry, of course he found himself unable. He had careened right through the tears station on a runaway train and was headed for a blinking sign that read "end of the line". So he just shook like he were having some sort of fit, instead.

"Hush your face, you wouldn't believe how much I want this. But it's-- we're not together. And we shouldn't be together. Neither of us are in a position to handle this properly right now, impulsive decisions are not going to do us any favors."

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Jake pressed his forehead into Dirk's collarbone and sighed, letting his hand in his hair soothe him slowly.

"Neither of us have any kind of self-control."

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"Hush your flattering face," Jake murmured, chuckling.

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He made a disgruntled sound, but quietly appreciated the fuck of the affection.

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"Oh-- pffft, you are too much." Jake's face burned scarlet again, and he kept his eyes anywhere but Dirk's face, embarrassed.